I began to wander off into occultism or ‘new age spiritualism,’ despite my belief in Christ. Surely, with seeking new age practices, I eventually realized that I was falling away from God, while heading down a path of instability, confusion and double-mindedness.
No one wants to be humiliated, rejected or betrayed. This can be one of the most painful experiences one can ever encounter. When it happens, you may feel alone, not worthy of love or respect, and that the world as you know it… is over.